i am majorly crushing on a guy who is absolutely amazing! and i cant seem to keep it to myself... haha. he's tall (really tall), dark and handsome. he's a talented singer, hence how we first met, he can dance (i taught him all the spanish stuff and he's going to teach me swing!!!), he's mormon, he's handsome, he's a gentleman, he's down to earth, ( Read more... )

i think it's finally safe to say that i'm officially and completely over him. it took some time, but i'm seeing brighter happier days ahead. for right now i am quite content and focused on my priorities. as much as i want to find that special someone.... i'm gonna let fate and chance unfold. if something happens... wonderful! if not, i'm not going ( Read more... )

the glimmer of hope is slowly dying down....

just breathe.

why do i care SO much...

i don't know the answer.

i'm trying to find the answer...

no one can really help me with this, i've got to do it on my own.

i've got to...

i have to.....

forget.

on another note... i REALLY want to go canoeing.... :)

and also.... HAPPY NEW YEAR.

so i'm waitin'... and wishin'.... and hopin'... and prayin'....

for something good to come of this new year that slowly approaches.

3 finals down.... one more to go ( Read more... )

so i've had the sudden urge to write on here again.... i havent written in my actual journal in a long time also ( Read more... )

i think the mood explains it all... for the most part at least ( Read more... )

wow.... its been a very long time since i've been on this thing. these past couple of weeks have been very nice.i don't think i've ever been this happy in a long time. everything is just right. summer is here... i can sleep in, hang out, and be free. it's a good feeling. i hope those that went to the partay had fun and enjoyed themselves because i ( Read more... )

man its been too too long. feels good to be back and reconnect with my peoples... lol. so looks like i got a lot of updating to do since the last time i was on was on Nov. 4 2004. whoo hooo. but that'll be another day cuz i gots ta go.