My grandpa is in the hospital. I'm not sure what for. I just need to sleep and cry. I didn't feel like I could cry in front of Christine and Lizzy. I couldn't cry in front of my mom. I'm afraid to cry in front of Cheryl. The only place I felt ok to cry, was in front of Christine's mom. Which is weird.
I'm tired.
I'm hung over-ish.
I'm sad.
Shit.

Well today is Christine's 18th birthday. Go Christine!
I had my clothes all picked out, when I realized they smelled strongly of cat piss. For some reason out weird organic detergent makes all our clothes smell like cat piss. So I had to re-wash them in the bathtub, and now they're drying. Oh boy.

3 hours to party time. Woo.

Well I've decided to start updating again.

Tomorrow I'm going to Christine's 18th birthday party. Today I did absolutely nothing. No, wait, I did do something. I went to the gas station and bought myself two Chaco-Tacos. And Clare and I had a very lengthy conversation about Bob Ross and his happy little trees.

Today is my birthday, it doesn't really feel like it is. It's also not been the most happy birthday, everyone is being sincerly sweet to me and stuff, but I feel like shit physically because I'm sick. I went home from school early ( Read more... )

Well I'm alone at Tyler's house because he went to go rent a video, but my mom won't let me drive with him. Blah. I'm mad, because it's just down the block (and he got a 100 on his test, and he has over 35 hours of driving experience ( Read more... )

Today is Friday ( Read more... )

Well ( Read more... )

Mmmm. I really love The Go! Team a lot. Woo ( Read more... )

Right now I feel very scared, but also, very loved ( Read more... )

Wow ( Read more... )