Why, Life?  WHY???

Lately, I've been finding myself very sad a lot more than I'd like to.  I'm going through relationship things, family things, and personal things all at once and it's overwhelming and I feel like nothing in my life going right... whatever that means.  I'm not sure what I need to do to change things around for me.  All I know is that this isn't ( Read more... )

Tonight Trevor and I went stargazing for the first time in a LONG time.  We went often when we were first going out.  Anyway, we just got back a little bit ago.  We were coming down this hill on this trail that was sandy in some spots and I slipped majorly.  In the split second that I grabbed onto Trevor, I thought I was still going to hit the ( Read more... )

I should have starting running for the bus 30 seconds before I decided to.

broken car + broken bike + missing the bus = LAME

Hopefully, Trevor will come over and fix my bike tomorrow.

I didn't want to wait at the bus stop for half an hour without a book so I came back home, haha.  I hope I don't miss the next one!  Well, I'm off!

I love waking up with the sunshine coming through my window but it has hardly rained here this winter.  I heard that they're going to start rationing water in parts of Sonoma and Marin Counties.  NOOOO!!!  I love this weather but we NEED rain!!!

For our 3 months, Trevor and I went to Sugarloaf Ridge Park and hiked up to the top of Bald Mountain and watched the sun set. It was the quickest and strangest looking sunset either of us had ever seen. Anyway, some parts on the trail were quite steep. Finding it hard to get past this one part, out of breath, I said, "I'm SO out of shape!" ( Read more... )

I think I was always super awake late at night because I didn't exercise enough (and because I slept in).  I got out of bed at 9:20am, worked out at the gym for an hour tonight (which is not that long but did the trick 'cause I'm so out of shape), and at 11pm tonight I felt SO exhausted and ready for sleep.  I'm still up because I'm doing laundry ( Read more... )

I've been consistently waking up close to 9:30 every morning for the past week or so without an alarm and it's been awesome!  I want to start waking up with the sun or right before it so I can watch it rise every morning.  It's crazy how nice the weather has been.  i mean, it's JANUARY and the sun is out and the sky is blue!  It's a little scary ( Read more... )

So I think I'm going to try to get into the habit of writing in here fairly often, for me if not for anyone else.

Right now I'm sitting on the sofa in Trevor's livingroom, where he's playing the baby grand piano.  Yesterday I took him to his first piano lesson!  The teacher's name is Melinda and I'm taking my first singing lesson from her this ( Read more... )

not having a best friend.

I've been best friend-less since the 1st grade when Paulina moved.  It seems like everyone has someone except me.  Nicole has Allie, Lauren has Amy, Amanda has Amber, Kat has Cecilia, Cindy has Marian, Karin has Sebastian, Trevor has Trask....

Me?

I have no one.

I am alone.

And so lonely.

:'(