... heh. Heh. Hehe. HA. HA HA. HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I have felt strange all day, and as I lay in bed, attempting to sleep, and the grandfather clock stroke midnight upon my home as it often does, I finally realized why. My chest began thumping once more, and I took a deep breath.

For an entire day, I took no breath, and my heart did not beat. I wonder what this means.

The Spiders of An'tole

Estranged and unmoved, I sit bereav’d ( Read more... )

Ron, I have descried the puzzle.

As common as it may seem when viewing some of my classmates' online journals, I feel that I have somewhat fallen into a certain type of manic lethargy when it comes to my own: I almost never write, but when I do put forward the effort, it often is at great length, usually to elucidate as to what has been occurring. However, I am not as perturbed ( Read more... )

Charlotte came by on Friday, and while I mentioned it to Jane in passing, I did not give her any exacts; I may have actually avoided the subject after broaching it, which would be a first for me. However, the precise reason of such an action on my behalf is perfectly suited to that type of behaviour: I am unaware of how to tackle the current ( Read more... )

I think it is about time I put this down somewhere, lest I relive past moments of my stay here in Icaria and find myself bereft of some of my more disturbing and recent memories (something I do not relish, no matter how curiously strong and perturbing they may be). I must do this in earnest, for the past has apparently deemed fit to return to my ( Read more... )

I am not terribly enthused by the upcoming play that will be performed. This is in every way affected by Jane's casting in it, of course, as many people would undoubtedly suspect. My reticense to truly accept any of this is probably an error; I am, after all, a rational person, and do not understand the quality or origin of my jealousy. That is ( Read more... )

OUT of the night that covers me ( Read more... )

Hmm.  I... hmm.  It... hmm.

I should begin again.

It feels like I should be apologizing to someones... or something of the like.  But I certainly cannot place my finger on what is making contemplate something of the like.

In either case, Ulthar has bitten my heel, which means all the windows are closed and he cannot step out.  I must go rectify ( Read more... )