it's funny that this town is so fucking wierd and small that i have six friends named matt who are all friends with each other.

i have paintings up at the love ugly right now and it reminded me that i used to do art. i should start doing it agian...it's been since november. tell me to start doing art assholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there have been more naked whiskey parties. it's fun ( Read more... )

the boy who i had a crush on went to jail yesterday. fuck ( Read more... )

woah i talked to this kid jared for two hours last night about how he sees energy around everything, like actually Seees it with his eyeballs, and then he told me the scariest fucking ghost stories i've ever heard in my life. they were the real kind of ghost stories, he has seen a whole lot of ghosts in his life. but he calls them energy, not ( Read more... )

another day being a smelly dirty kid and not looking for jobs. we had a midnight vegan barbeque last night on meg and jareds porch. but jared brought me cheezy bread from his work so it was a vegan barbeque minus one. yessss. i had a dream about my boston apartement last night and how keha and jens shit was everywhere taking it over, like it is in ( Read more... )

so i was suppossed to be sober here. somehow i have penis written very largely on my arm in old english letters in permanent marker. my best friend from high school who i haven't spoken with in years have been hanging out and bonding over the fact that we both like to get drunk every day ( Read more... )

well what in the fuck. so i need a typewriter to make my life complete once again. minnesota is awesome but i am sad anyways. my dad cried yesterday and i haven't seen him cry since i was five years old. he was crying because our family is fucked up. natalee being here was amazing. she and meghan fell in love instantaneously and it was awesome. and ( Read more... )

until i leave this mean old city. i don't know why i hate it so much. do you? i am so sick of drinking and getting drunk. the good thing about knowing your out in a week for a long time is that you can have 20 crushes and be ridiculous about them. you can also be a belig asshole and then leave and not worry about it.

shit.
hate.
pain.
boston.
shit yourself cause your drunk,
hate yourself cause you fuck yourself.

-ethan clarke

two week party binge please. thank you. two weeks of vacation. good bye boston. hello minnesota. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. go away sad feelings. i want to party every second of my life and be happy forever.