i have a new favorite word. i write it over and then over again. it is a place, a for real place, but i like to pretend its just in my head, so i will keep it there for now. i think i guess i'm going to have a period of time when my newest paintings are hanging at the one world, in a few months, i am not done yet, and i do not know for sures ( Read more... )

ugh im so self absorbed.

checkitout, im not having the fun as much as i should. not my friendses faults,theyre all very wicket great times,lot of hearts for them. but lates drinking party seems to always mean like 3 couples and me in a living room. sometimes i just hate hanging out with only couplings. even the ones i like the highest best. jealousy? so.what ( Read more... )

that i cant make a painting i feel right about unless im very sad or in the physical pain. listening to elliot smith untill i too want to cut out my heart just so ill have a better idea about eyelash shadows.

yes. someone should really make it over.

i guess we are going to have some drinks here tonight. and i dont know what else to say about that.

i enjoyed parties and bars too much this week and the closer to christ we get, the more i need the drunk. well.

lah de dah. i wasnt sad when i made that last post, just sick and bored. acteally in a good mood. take that ( Read more... )

i am a mess. but just emotionally. and physically. and socially. other than that... finest kind.

my favorite guy is gone. i dont get to lug him about in purses. or give him raisins. or kiss him so he sticks one of his back legs strait up(i guess thats more of a visual cute thing, in describing it i find it sounds off,id hold him like a baby and give him a kiss on his big funny nose and then hed lick my nose and stick a leg out, whatever. he ( Read more... )

i finally watched season 3, and i still like it just as much. i thought seeing marissa die would make me happy, but i just felt bad for summer. i just had to rush to the computis to let the people know i still heart bad tv. and i forgot all about americas next top model last night, shit. i need to get me one of those people who like downloading tv ( Read more... )