yesterday was lovly and slow. a few girls im fond of stopped over, didnt do anything but watch movies allll day and night. except when claudette brought her beautful baby to visit. then i spent a good while snuggling and acting as a bed. i love her. awwww. babies. the best people start as babies ( Read more... )

i do. i just hate hate hate. mosteverythings and mosteveryone. my insides are so fucking pissed off. i cant even help it, i find it most fucking untolerable. and the internet all the time gets me feeling stabby, so does this keyboard. ive been waiting for this tense to go away for a few weeks and it doesnt. i think i need to be awful to someone. ( Read more... )

its loud here, all ready. wanna come drinking?

or how sometimes youre so cuntly and gay as fuck that the only redeeming thing, even in the slightmost,is to not delete the bullshite you spewed a few hours ago and just smile and accept that you are who you are and you fuck up the same as always. no thought involved, just emiliation.

also, i guess there are things to say. vague things about sadness and olding and missing. about how much i didnt like last year even tho nothing very awful happened, and how much i loved 23 but all the sad things that happened that year make that an odd feeling ( Read more... )

the setting up on the commons is fairly annoying.
so is work. also work is loud right now and long and sad.

but ive got to learn not to complain. specially about work. ive got nothing, sorry. carryon.

and dont forget to drink saturday.

there is internet in the hallway. so that is where i am. i think ill have a party on the 23rd. or we i guessm, but i didnt tell those guys yet ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to nancys,we talked about how we missed paula,then she showed back up from moving away, so we went to the beach and i got a sunburn on my back and one topofthearm. i love the swims. when we got back, other peoples neighbors gave us a fooseball table. today we cleaned and moved things. and maybe if people who have a few gas dollers ( Read more... )

i miss cape breton. i kinda wanna go back. i do so make sence. maybe its just because this place is still such a disastah. itll be ok in a few days, dont worry. ok. yeah. shitll be moved out. cleaned up. rahr. so cape breton. the weddings were really drunk. or i was. it was good to see so many people. hmm i think i left messenger on. at my parents ( Read more... )

i hate my family. they are wicket assholes...tho they are just fab at pretending to be normal when peoples are around. richard is ok, so is his baby, and his wife, but she doesn't count. the rest can go to hell. so fucking awful. i was a total bitch growing up, its all i saw, but my sister is like a spoiled bitchy whiny screaming 5 year old. only ( Read more... )