i couldnt fall asleep last night. until 1:30 or 2. and i stayed awake writing lyrics and listening to dcfc in my cozy bed. it was nice. but then i had to wake up. and go to class. and i kept falling asleep in science. i was trying so hard to keep my eyes open but i couldnt. im going to texas on wednesday and coming back saturday. so hopefully ill ( Read more... )

b r e a k i s o v e r ( Read more... )

throw yo hands in da aiya
if youz'a tru playa
::my hands are up::
psyche!

im so happy. just in gneral.

movie was cancelled. oh well. i spent too much oney. im angry/sad. i want to be out of my house and in a different body. i just feel gross as me.

this crush is getting intense. im scared, i know im gunna get crushed. they call them crushes for a reason.

BREAKING NEWS: he called me. movie tomorrow w/others.

i had a very fun lunch today with heidi and pauline. friday is gonna be foon. i was such a lazy ass today. i came home and sat on the couch and watched tv. at least i made bracelets. but i didnt do my english hw. oh well, tomorrow morning before class. i dont have anything exciting to say but i just feel like updating. oh yeah, one of my poems is ( Read more... )

here goes everything ( Read more... )

i had a really bad day today. i never talk to my dad anymore. why cant i be one of those kids who is just quiet in class? my "mom" (i shouldnt be calling her that b/c it feels like she is a police officer) is a bitch. i am not qualified for honors geometry anymore. i probably wont make it into honors science, the test was so hard. i am such a ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRHTDAY MONIKA ( Read more... )