fuck this emo shit. im definitely not in the mood.

....stfu!

im an old abandoned church
with broken pews and empty aisles
my secrets for a buck
watch me as i cut myself wide open

im scared. its so much deeper now. i hope everyone blames her when i die.

*yawn* yesterday was intense. let me tell you a little story ( Read more... )

i hate valentines day. i didnt want it to be like this. and it is. fuck.
FUCK.TEEN.DRAMA.CRAP.YOU.DONT.KNOW.ME.
YOU.DONT.KNOW.YOU.FUCK.TEEN.DRAMA.CRAP.

i talked to my dad. i mish him and hes having a good birthday. its cool. im making it my goal to have fun tomorrow no matter what. tonight was pretty good though. i love my friends.

the days are getting longer. i feel like im changing. lately its like i have no emotions. i just might breakdown. the next week is going to suck. so many people are leaving. i hate that im going to have to be alone. i hate how my thoughts attack me when there is no one to talk to. is anyone staying here? i just dont want to have to spend my freedom ( Read more... )

its hard to hang up on someone you like talking to ( Read more... )

BASICS ( Read more... )

saturday night. missed interview. oh well. cleaning my room. doing hw. ice cream. day dreaming. went shopping today w/ my gift crds from christmas ( Read more... )

tomrrow is friday. i hafta wear a skirt for spanish. ( were doing a fashion show) im gunna be cold. im so tired. and so sick of breathing. i hate my drama director. not looking forward to him telling me how much my monologue sucks. well it could never suck as much cock as he does ( Read more... )