I'm very insecure but have every right to be.

[howtokillmyself]

As a fat girl, it's very intimidating to say that I have a boyfriend. It feels wrong to proclaim this to anyone. I worry about the reactions I'll recieve - disblief and disgust or pity for the poor boy who's stuck with me

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[call_the_zoo]

::hugs::

i know the feeling of having a boyfriend who makes you feel so good about yourself. kudos to him, don't let him go!! :o)

as for how to handle it, i lean a lot on the ed_recovery site, and on my other friends. i journal a lot before i go right ahead and eat, and then see how i feel.

or you can always lean on a random person from LJ. my contact info is on my user page... any time you need to, get in touch with me :o)

[howtokillmyself]

Journaling beforehand sounds like a good idea... I should try that more. thank you.

[solidtoliquid]

come back! xx.