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[howtokillmyself]

I can't go on like this. I never thought I'd let myself get this bad. I'd always managed to restrict or "diet" before something like this would happen. Before I'd reach a new weight, a new low... I can hardly remember doing anything during the past three months except skipping lots of class because I felt too depressed and overwhelmed to go,

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[not_my_body]

Ohh hun! *holds you* i know EXCATLY how ur feeling. It wasn't that long ago that i was in the same place that ur in now. Its So hard, so very very hard and im So sorry that ur feeling what i had to go through. I dont know excatly what it was that helped me get out of it. But i wish i did so i can tell you, and hope it would have helped. Actually, i think i do know. I was living with my family and thats was a big part of my depression and binging. I moved out 3 months ago, and its the best thing i could have done. Sorry im babbling. But u need to see if you can find what was causing ur binging or depression before they started mixing with each other. Then put a stop to that, and im sure things will get a bit easier. I know thats easier said than done tho. Ahh still babbling. Soz i'll stop. But there are people here for you to lean on if you need someone. *hugs*
Take Care please, and hang in there. Ur a strong person!
xo Rach.