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[howtokillmyself]

I haven't been writing - so that means I've been binging. There isn't anything to say when I do that. It just blocks everything out and when it doesn't all I feel is guilt for my size / eating. And that's definitely not a feeling and I want to sit down and explore. (Instead I just binge again...) This weekend was especially bad. I guess I could

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[not_my_body]

Please be careful restricting that low. im the excate same with binging. I tried to hard to lose weight for when i was going to see Kel for a week and ended up gaining more weight. Im sure you look great just the way you are.
xo R.

[cur]

Your entries make me cry 'cause I relate so much and 'cause I've never read such an honest description of the everyday life with EDs.