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[howtokillmyself]

So I'm home.. The first couple of days it was easy; but now it's just stressful. Somehow I've managed to restrict anyway. My mother, drunk, has been yelling at me a lot about my weight and throwing the term "eating disorder" around. Usually, I can put up with almost anything she says unless it's about weight or food. That always makes me cry... But

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[not_my_body]

Ohh my, i still cant get over how alike we are. Its so scary. I hope that moving out of home really is whats best for you and that it does you so much good. Living at home now with ur mother must be so hard, hang in there tho, just another couple of months, then it will all be over with. I believe u can do it. I was looking at the websites the other day aswell. I felt torn between wanting them to trigger me and knowing that i need to stay away because it is a disease, and not something that i should be proud about. Hang in there, someday, it WILL be ok,
*hugs*
Take Care,
xo R.