Great things have happened, though I feel like shit. First, my grades have gone back up, and I'm confident of having a 3.5 for this quarter (Hey, I'm satisfied!). Second, I have gotten others to believe in the idea of the rap band that I've been trying to form: John, Wes, and Keegan. These three and me, being the MC, making history and breaking ( Read more... )

Don't be afraid to do what you feel is right. Don't give into peer pressure. Your opinion is just as important as everyone else's, so no matter what is said about you, you are equal to them. Everyone is the same, unless your fear makes them bigger or better than you. Live with no fear....what better way to live?

:)

-Jay

I hate it when FRIENDS ignore me. I just don't get what is wrong with me. I wonder what is wrong with them that makes them not have the ability to warmly welcome someone who warmly welcomes them.

I try too hard.

So, my plan for last week failed. I've figured out that I depend on feeding off the personalities of everyone in order to become who I am, and to have an exciting and wonderful day. Being anti-social is out of the question. Being anti-love is not, however....at least for the time being. Mandy asked me how I act when I'm angry. Has anyone really ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to try and be anti-social for the entire week. It may be hard for me to do, but I have to do this to prove something to those who are not thankful for how much I care about them.

Well, my weekend was very unforgettable again. I had auditions for VCU and a surprise party for Emily Patrick on Saturday. That, I knew was going to happen. On Sunday, I was supposed to go ice-skating with Kate. Instead, though, I got "RAM"MED by a Dodge Ram. Thus, it was glass, not ice, that shattered because of me. No worries though. I'm okay, ( Read more... )

(Chorus) Money Money going away ( Read more... )

Ok...so...amazingly...(seriously, I still can't believe this as I type it)....in the past week two girls have admitted to me that they like me. But what am I supposed to do, especially when I don't really have those feelings for either of them? When is the right girl, who I really like going to step out and tell me that she likes me? And is all of ( Read more... )

In the past two weeks, I have ( Read more... )

Ditto to everything I typed in my last entry, and more. I have learned that you can care so much for people and they don't give a shit about you at all. They'll save you for last ("Oh, Jay, you were saying something?"). What is so wrong with me that makes girls afraid. Is it because I care too much? No...I know what it is. It's because I'm too good ( Read more... )