Why did I waste my time? Why did I waste my concern? I had a feeling things would end up like this. They normally do for me. I've got a list of more important things to worry about now.

Girls should not be on that list.

-Jay

This was one of the most eventful and fulfilling years I've ever lived. It's easy to say, then, that I've learned a lot ( Read more... )

What a fantastic year it has been. Some of my favorite moments took place this year. I met some new friends, and learned A LOT ( Read more... )

I'm getting good at booking my day on the fly. For two straight days, I go in planning one thing, get that cancelled, and then reschedule it fast enough to enjoy my day. Thank you for friends! Lots of friends=Lots of variety=WELL ROUNDED INDIVIDUAL!

Learn the lesson the right way, and don't waste your minutes!

-Jay

I got casted in the Foreigner! They will be so thankful that they chose me to act, just as thankful as I am to be acting. I am feeling too great, and I've got a week to relax! Could things possibly get any better?

I have returned!

Merry Christmas!

-Jay

Two cakes in one weekend (One for thespian induction ceremony; the other for Alex's birthday party)? Could it have been any better?

That's just the way it is.

-Jay

Why is it so hard to fit in with a group sometimes? How can I go from ultra-talkative to ultra-silent? Is it that my voice is boring and that's why people easily interrupt or not hear me? What's wrong? I need to learn to talk about what people want to talk about. Why are people weirded out by what I do and then do something crazy and everyone's ( Read more... )

I'm thankful for GOD ( Read more... )

So, I went to go see Rent tonight. The girls teared-up near the end. I, however, was close to tearing up as we left. I just don't know what it takes to please people anymore. Funny how it's Thanksgiving, and that nobody seems to be thankful of anything pertaining to me. Maybe they should just be thankful thant they won't have to see another movie ( Read more... )

Why won't anyone give me the chance to show them that I can love, honor, respect, and care? I'm not just some sideshow attraction. I'm not to be used for sideshow entertainment. I'm a well-rounded person with a great personality, but it seems like I'm the only one who knows this. It's worse when people forget that you exist ( Read more... )