ever have one of those days where you're SO fucked up on the inside... but, apparently everyone else is a lot more fucked up than you so it doesn't really matter how fucked up you think you are? that's today.

last night was INSANE... the bruises are the only reminder of all the crazy what-not that happened. i dunno if we can top that, ladies.

IT ( Read more... )

i pick up the phone... i say hello... hesitation... i hear a familiar guitar lick... then i hear him and all these beautiful words that aren't his. but, they might as well be because he means them ( Read more... )

so today i hung out with cj... and DUSTIN. cj's boyfriend is the cutest. he actually, umm, reminds me of frank... but, a lot more, oh i dunno.... CUTE. i'm feeling better today. but, not 100% (on the physical health anyways)... ho hum ( Read more... )

hahaha. look at me... the emotionally unstable girl in the corner of the room. i've realized this weekend that i act purely on impulse. i never think... ever. it's just not something i do. and i should. but, i'm stupid... and i don't expect you to forgive me. but, i expect you to understand... because i have always been like this. i think i'm one ( Read more... )

allergies fucking suck. i can't even fucking talk. went to the doctor a-fucking-gain today and she's like, "well, the test isn't showing anything." they swabbed my throat TWICE. oh god... however, whatever it is i do have OTHER than allergies, still isn't contagious because i STILL don't have a fever. YAY ( Read more... )

i am sick. definitely. fortunately, it is NOT strep2cockUS... just allergies, so nothing contagious... i CAN go to school. i CAN go to the game. i CAN get ben toasted... AND I WILL. so excited abotu the game. i painted my shoes and made ANOTHER shirt... i still don't have money to get in the game. but, slowly working on it ( Read more... )

school today was just weird. it really was.

it's hot outside... undesirable.

i never thought i would be friends with rebecca barczak.

so, i guess i WON'T see you today, then...

BEN'S GUNNA GET CRAZY ON FRIDAY!

had a deep conversation with adam glotzbach today... what in the world?

i hope boy's soccer is doing well today.

so, last night, we (me, julia, chelsea, ben, and jessica ju) were all at the soccer jamboree. then it was over. then we went to smoothie king. then jessica was hungry so we went to quizno's and then evan showed up and kyle showed up and kyle left. and then.... uhhhh... we were in miejer's and... bubbles. i have to tell you guys.... i was SO high ( Read more... )

everyone has secrets right? i've got a few, as i assume you do as well. but, i've got one that may or may not be as well kept as i think it is. but, i'd rather you hear from me than from a gossipping 'friend.' it may be expected and it may be a shock. but, as much as i know it's the truth. with my present circumstances i'm finding it harder and ( Read more... )

you're so high... but i'm so... higher
love will make you desire
what you've got and what you're gettin
you can get anything you need from me
i'll give it to you, all of it
i will bring you the moon,
i will bring you the stars...
in heat proof jars so you won't have to burn your hands.
i'll burn you up... you move so lovely, babyi will love you ( Read more... )