... or you're gunna hear everything i forreal think about you ( Read more... )

by the way.... my if-you-think-you-can-handle-the-no-holds-barred-raw-emotion-probably-ridiculously-intense-but-all-fucking-true livejournal is.... xfuckinxhatex. if you are easily over whelmed, offended, or if you just don't really think you fucking like me all that well... don't read it.

'preciate it.

"i met a girl who kept tattoos for homes that she had loved. if i were her i'd paint my body 'til all my skin was gone ( Read more... )

yes alcohol changes things... it does change your state of mind. it does alter your judgement. that's what any drug does. but, it does NOT change you as a person. when you're sober... your'se the same person again. it's not like drinking is a recent development... we've all BEEN drinking (with the exception, perhaps, of sasha). but, now that it is ( Read more... )

'sick of eachother ( Read more... )

Great Romances of the 20th Century- Taking Back Sunday ( Read more... )

BEN WANTS ME TO STOP SAYING 'BEANS', BUT I WILL NEVER STOP.

today stressed me out. end of story.

i feel a lot better than i did last night. oh, wait... i'm drunk. i feel a lot better than i did EVER. me and my brother had a heart2heart earlier today.... we BOTH cried... it was A-MAY-ZING! i love my brother. he is the coolest person i've ever met. i've never known anyone who is as secure with who they are in SEVENTH GRADE as my brother. he is ( Read more... )

i have never felt like as much of a loser as i did tonight. i really did used to think that i was pretty cool (not to the point that i was conceited or ego-centric, but i did think people liked me). i guess that's not the case... you come to realize that maybe you're not as well liked as you thought you were when one of your best friends lies to ( Read more... )