my cellphone is broken so i thought i'd make the best use of spending saturday night alone by going to the darkroom, where i spent an hour and a half trying to fix the developer. it is late and i'm frustrated. I really wanted to see jessica tonight in a way that makes me lonely, and that's a bad feeling for someone who doesn't have that many ( Read more... )

It's raining. and it rained all night not too many nights ago. but yesterday was warm and sunny and I wore this black long sleeved hooded shirt and was pleasently surprised that I had to take it off and wear my tank top instead. I spent the entire day in the darkroom yesterday and only got one picture done because i don't understand color photo yet ( Read more... )

My room has high ceilings. I wish my feelings about this place were constant, or about places in general. Everyday was supposed to be the best day of my life, but now things are just normal again, & I've sort of forgotten how to read, i believe. I bought so much koolaid but there's no pitcher here. I'm mostly just nostalgic. or maybe it's that i'm ( Read more... )

I just had a scary dream and now I can't sleep. I am five years old, I need someone to be near me.

I'm very passive aggressive and when I get upset I delete facebook friends that I don't care about.

He broke me and I will never be fixed.

I've gained 12 lbs. since spring break. Yesterday I had 4 meals. It's strange that i've had such a drastic weight gain without noticing ( Read more... )

can everyone stop dieing. please.

fuck you. Stop being such a child.

Farming was amazing, wonderful, fantastic, and there were babies & fields & genuinely accepting people & sunlight & dirt & dogs & vegan food.

It made me feel alive. It reminded me that it's not about stress and essays, there are so many alternatives to my course of life and all I really need to do is live and be happy.