someone asked if emily and i are twins and i said yes. i always look like whoever i am friends with.

holy fuck I am crazy.
LA will probably make me gag and it'll take him one day to realize how uncool i really am.

god damnit. fuck. why didn't you answer my email. i wish i hated you.
I thought you would always be my friend. always.

last night there was a full moon and when i walked it looked like it was moving, and i yelled at everyone and told them to try it but they were too drunk and don't care about those things anyway. there was a little snow that crunched under my feet. a little tiny snowman was on the lawn. it had a twig for a nose, but this asshole kicked his head off ( Read more... )

i tried falling asleep but i only laid in bed for an hour. sometimes i love sadsad music where people are very quiet when they sing because it makes me think they are whispering a secret to me. i have to go, leah is coming over and if she sees me on livejournal i'll be embarrassed.

a black little kitty cat tried to run into Becky's apartment building when i was leaving and then followed me all the way to my car and rubbed against my leg when i stopped to think about taking it home.

i am in love with Jim from The Office.

i end things all the time. i've only just realized how often i try to hit people's delete buttons. like making some grandeour act of saying 'that's it, you're out of my life' will make the things they have done go away ( Read more... )

I just watched a bug burn to death on one of my lamps and i didn't do a damn thing about it because i am heartless.

i'm so tired. i was in the darkroom all day long and i hit my head and started to cry. it didn't really hurt, i just wanted to curl up in the corner of that dark darkroom and sleep.

There was free food & shows & drinks! it makes drinking at four in the afternoon seems more reasonable, but twelve hours later is far too long, too too long. lost on a bus in brooklyn. it was past my bed time. i did hold cold cold hands, in a way that i new we would not kiss at the end of the night. the understanding i wanted when i was tired and ( Read more... )