Also I'm pretty sure it's not a good thing when you have to seriously think about if its worth it to go out and hang out with your "friends" because its more fun to sit around and troll on tumblr and read fan fiction about people that aren't real.

Why do I have to have the worst friends in the world????? Except for Vicky cause she's the best <3

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I went on a date today that didn't completely suck. It was actually pretty enjoyable. I have a tiny glimmer of hope for my romantic future.......

I don't even know what the point of anything is anymore. Whats the point of even trying to find a guy? None of the good ones are interested in me and the ones that are either complete losers or assholes. Or they live in another state or country. Whats the point of even trying to find a teaching job? I don't have any experience. And they only hire ( Read more... )

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Ok so apparently either I can't find a boy I actually like a lot or when I actually do manage to find one that I like a lot, he is a master of mixed signals and I can't figure out what they really want. Or if they actually like me back or just want to be friends. This is a problem. Maybe I should revert back to elementary school and write a little ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wish I believed in soulmates. I feel like life would be so much easier. If I met a guy and it didn't instantly click and feel like this is the person for me, I could just move on and not worry about it and keep looking for him. But I don't really. I mean I think there are people out there more suited to be with each other than ( Read more... )

Maybe being single isn't as bad of a thing as I've been making it out to be. I'm just sick of boys and getting my hopes up just to be let down and being alone on Saturday night anyway. I just don't even know if its worth it anymore to bother trying.

So of course since I put into the universe that I found a guy that I might see a future with, that's the day when, after a month and a half of not talking, Jeff decides to send me a message and be like sorry I've been so busy and we haven't talked, oh yeah btw did you still want to hang out sometime? Ugh boooooooys! Now I don't know what to do. I ( Read more... )