Lets see.. how has my life been? FUCKING SHITTY.. ever fucking time I try to see the better things.. the things in the up part of life.. life kicks me in the nuts while i stare to the sky.. as you can tell.. im not very happy.. never fucking will be.. lets see.. ozzfest is next week.. something to look forward too.. i guess.. ill just live day to ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm the one with the problems... I mean.. maybe I am the cause of what is wrong with my life..i just.. I dont know.. I can only give an example of how it is all my fault. Friday: Cort came over and we hung out, well for some reason or other we started fighting.. and it eventually lead to me saying directly to her.. that i did not love her ( Read more... )

Let's see.. how are things.. Shitty.. why bother asking.. i mean.. did you really think i was going to say something else... Ha!.. any ways.. here is what has happened.. Cortney and I are still seperated but third parties are out of the picture.. i went to the Sounds of the Underground.. awesome show.. dont feel the need to talk abotu it too much ( Read more... )

God fucking hates me.. i no longer have any will or drive in my life. i have no need to continue.. no will to carry on.. nothing is necesary anymore.. no one cares about me.. when "love" finally comes my way, it blows up in my face and leaves me to be depressed... fuck life, fuck people, but most of all, fuck me. Fuck me for being stupid, fuck me ( Read more... )

Whats the point in life... i dont have one, thats for sure.. i m just a waste of time and breath. dont bother talking to me. if you get attached ill probably just hurt you. dont come near me, im liable to just be a general dick to you. if you think you like me ill do a 180 so that i make you hate me. right when everything in life is okay, ill make ( Read more... )

Well.. lets see where do i begin.. why is it that when i am finally content and i know things are going to be okay, everything gets torn from me. Whenever i think my life is going to be fine and i might make it through, I lose all hope and will. I just dont understand. I just once dont want to make the comment that fucks up everything, i dont even ( Read more... )

Well... finally going to update since i flipped out at the computer..lets see... Life... Sucks.. overall.. it is terrible.. i cant explain.. i about two weeks ago.. FINALLY! Fuck Crestwood.Had my graduation party the day after. Was loads of fun, with the exception of the few cock sucking friends i had who left to go watch a movie.. so that was cool ( Read more... )

i was going to update but now im angry.. i hit backspace and lost a bunch of shit!!!!!!GRRRRRRRRRRr

My weekend was awesome.. Friday, hung out with Christina and Cort.. fucking crazy time.. went to two malls, fucked with ppl while driving and overall had a good time.also got back with cortney.. Saturday, went to see unleashed and spent the day with Cort... good times..Sunday QUIT MY JOB! Fuck Panera Fucking Bread. Fuck the manager who was a bitch ( Read more... )

Feeling okay today.. not great.. just okay.. anyways.. hung out with cort and ali yesterday.. fun... went home and did a whole lotta nothing.. now im here.. anyways.. i dont know that i want to do anything today.. so if i dont talk to you Christina.. is it cool if we hang out tommorow?... ill explain later.. life is life.. as always.. sucks and ( Read more... )