I post in this thing like once every two years. Normally when I'm really upset. Today, I was just dicking around online and have decided to post? Fuck it, its 5:34 and I'm watching shin Chan. So my pc is fucked. My hard drive is busted, and can't be fixed. I did get a loaner for the time being. I can honestly say other than that, not much else in ( Read more... )

You were right about posting all of those entries about me not needing you ( Read more... )

Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.. I'm pissed. I don't fuckin' care anymore. I don't want to fuckin' care anymore. About anything. Why Do I make every little thing a huge Fuckin' deal. Why Can't I accept who I am, accept what I'm not. I'll never be perfect, I'll never be what anyone wants. I'll never be who I want. And I Don't fuckin' care anymore. Fuck ( Read more... )

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Where the fuck should I start with my amazing weekend?.. Probably Thursday.. So Thursday.. I hung out with Dave Tina and Mel for a while cause it was Dave's birthday. We hung out and eventually went and got Jake, and went to Mel's to go and eat Fajita's, which were pretty damn awesome :), and watched American Idol, then ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been soo awesome, it's almost surreal. Friday, I went to the mall with Jake Tina and my cousin and her friends. I bought two cd's ( Read more... )

Ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm okay.. So it's been like.. a little over a year or so since I have even checked my Live Journal, Let alone post anything. Hmmmmmmmm So let's see.... about a year ago.. almost a year at least, my Grand mother passed away from her cancer.. that is the last post I had.. Some shit really went down.. I didn't realize how bad it was ( Read more... )

Lets see.. hmm... dont know where to start. the only thing.. that has really changed since my last entry... the major thing.. my grand mother went into the hospital.. my grandfather took her in cause she had a twitch in her arm.. didnt think anything serious.. just wanted to make sure it wasnt anything bad.. so.. yesterday.. being monday.. we found ( Read more... )

Well.. i havent updated in a while.. nothing has changed.. Still depressed... we got a drummer though... which is cool.. other then that.. nothing has really changed... although... i found this really funny.. i was watching the news at about 3 in the morning last night.. and there are people protesting in front of the white house.. saying shame on ( Read more... )

Lets see.. two days ago.. Ozzfest 2005... it was... *blows a huge load in his pants*.. it is undescribable.. this year.. they improved second stage.. usually most of the bands are to bassy... but this year.. there were bands that were really awesome that wouldnt have been most of the years.. ugh.. orgasm.. anyways.. we first got there (Mike, Chris ( Read more... )

How much is a friendship worth? Is it worth physical pain? To be hurt ever time you hear anothers name? as i put in here.. my friend and ex are seeing each other kind of...and it kills me... i just dont want to let go of her.. she is all i know.. all i want and need to know..i wanted to see other ppl... but i dont want to .. i didnt when we broke ( Read more... )