So things are starting to come back together a lil bit in my life... My girlfriend and I are doing much better now, my bills are getting caught back up, my family and I have talked and things are ok there again. Just so much stuff hit me at once that I was unsure as to how to handle it... I got to spend some time with Adam the other day, he always ( Read more... )

So yeah this Christmas was wonderful.. Well, ok so yeah that was sarcasm to the extreme... My Christmas started out amazing thanks to by beautiful fiancee... then ended in me punching my brother in law in the face.. literally punching him in the face... Rewind let's take a look at what happened... It started off with Erica giving me the most ( Read more... )

Ok so my steps towards working on me are still in progress. tonight was def. a good night for it though. I finally had a chance to sit down and talk to someone that I hold very close to my heart. I finally got to tell her how I felt about what had happened in the past and how much I really do care about them as a person and as a friend. It was ( Read more... )

so yeah.. it's getting harder and harder to not call her now... I was on campus the other day because I had to get some stuff and I dropped Andrew off at Finch which meant I drove past Millis... Why do I keep tormenting myself over it all???? I have fought over calling her so much, I even have reasons to call her, but I thought I had deleted her ( Read more... )

So here I am 24 yo and pretty much doing nothing right now.. all I ever do is work, work, work and more work.. Things in my life are kinda fuzzy for me. As you all know I ended things with Lauren over fall break.. Can honestly say it was hard as hell and I have missed her like crazy, but I am so scared of getting hurt again. It has taken ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting here completely disoriented and wasting away into nothing. I am so unhappy right now that I feel like nothing is going to change that. I quit school. Yeah I know.. can't believe that I really quit. I hate school, I needed a break... I just don't know what the hell I am going to do now. I have to figure things out and I don't ( Read more... )

So yeah things are.. well not sure what things are right now to be honest. I am working at Crestwood Suites now. I really like this job and I can do my homework when I work third shift, so that is a plus. To bad I never go to classes to get the homework.. I have got to start doing something about that. I have tried so hard to not miss classes and ( Read more... )

So yeah this weekend was horrible. I ended up getting in a huge fight with Jennifer and we broke up. Long story there... Then on Sunday night I had to be taken to ER for some stomach problems, fun times all around. I was in the hospital till 5am. I have gotta start packing my stuff up to get out of the apartment before the 3rd of August, but I am ( Read more... )

So many things have been going on in my life. I am currently kinda in a relationship with someone that a lot of people have never heard of. Her name is Jennifer.. I know I know how many damn jennifers am I going to date already. Things are pretty good for the most part. We do argue a lot, which sux, but when not arguing things are amazing. We have ( Read more... )

ok so as of Thursday I will have been in Indiana for exactly two weeks, but I will might be leaving on Friday. I am not sure how well this will go over. I am so use to having Jennifer around me all the time now. Guess we shall see how well this goes. So things have been ok lately. Other than her lil sis's bitchyness. I have been cleaning up and ( Read more... )