Well its been  8 years since I've used this thing. A lot has happened and a lot has changed. I'm still kinda lost in life as my last post said. I'm pretty sure I've fully overcome losing my mom. However l feel like something is missing in my life. I'm single and I hate it . I haven't figured out how to get myself back out there. I mean I've been on ( Read more... )

I'm so lost..... i have no where to turn and nothing that can help. i now know what it's like to be completely poor. with everything going on with my mom, my step-dad not working because he can't cause my mom needs constant caretaking, and my job at state farm that doesn't pay me shit, doesn't give me enough hours, and then continues to call me to ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since i've updated but nothing really has gone on in my life..... The same old routine of going to school coming home doing homework going to the hospital....... but after the hospital i usually hang out with jess.......Yay! but that is all going to change cause my mommy comes home thursday!!! YAY!!! Other than that not much has ( Read more... )

So today is the day of the dance..... It should be fun, i hope it is..... I got alot of things i still have to do to get things ready for tonight..... I know Jess is gonna look beautiful.... and i agree with Caitlin even if Jess shows up in a potatoe sack she's still going to look beautiful.... I just hope everything is amazing tonight.... Jess and ( Read more... )

How did i get so lucky, to get a girl like you? A girl who likes me for who i am and not for someone i try to be. A girl who loves me unconditionally no matter what happens. A girl who is the most amazing person i have ever met. How long can this last? the butterflies, the stumbling upon words, the weakening of the knees, the love that we have for ( Read more... )

If it's something i did..... i'm sorry ( Read more... )

Quick update this morning. well yesterday i went to school. after i went to bowling. i bowled a 202 yay! i also made yesterdays paper for having one if the highest averages in northern ky with a 190.1.... i'm only being beat by someone who averages a 201..... ummm after that i went to the hospital i came home and did homework and then went to bed ( Read more... )

How You Are In Love
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I don't know what to do anymore..... ever since this shit with my mom started my sister has been a HUGE bitch.... she's trying to control my life. she is NOT my mom she can't tell me where i can go and where i can't go..... she thinks that i don't care about anything that's going on. she doesn't have anxiety she doesn't know what i'm going through ( Read more... )

Well we found out yesterday for sure that it is ovarian cancer..... my mom starts chemo today.... hopefully the cancer reacts to it and starts to shrink so that they can go in and surgically remove it.... but whatever happens i have to stay strong and support her... i gotta keep thinkin positive....
well i'm out
Andrew