The fights, those nights
I tried to pretend it don't hurt
The way, I prayed
Someday that you would love me
Really, completely
Just how I wanted it to be
But no, so wrong
Can't believe I stayed with you so long

You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah
You stole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah

For every last bruise you gave ( Read more... )

holy cow I have the best new background // layout// anything!!

yeah and David Stanley rocks my socks =)

  I wanna find the Boy who will take me on canoe rides, dance in the street, watch the street lights change, build me my  dream house, kiss me in the rain, call me for no reason just to say hi, send flowers to say i love you, make me laugh till i cry, hold me like he's never gunna let go, Get in the car and drive forever just cause i wanna talk, ( Read more... )

How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far

I dont even know what to update about.. theres really only 2 things that stay on my mind all day... and i can do anything about it! .. ( Read more... )

Someone needs to fill me in on when things get easier.. cause right now things ARENT easy ( Read more... )

**Edit.. bitches.

Hold yer ballz!!! =)

I’m a very happy girl right now… oo0o0 DOO MEE!! LoL

Thanks!!

W00t school starts tomorrow… shitty deal…lets all drop out and drink beers!! Hell yeah.. naw got to go to school to get a damn job!!~ Job..tomorrows orientation.. blah but I get ta go with Mah Sue!! I miss her.. stupid dyke never wants to make ( Read more... )

Nothings right anymore...
not a damn thing.

I didn’t have to end up going to court.. I guess he pled guilty.. Good then I didn’t have to wake up early. Or waste my time that’s a weight off my shoulders

Other than that .. ive been hanging out with Juice a lot. I missed her. She’s a good influence.. We went for a walk last nite and planted nuts on the side of the road… nothing but good fun… ( Read more... )

summer is finally coming to an end.

No more partying every night er drinkin… and now ive got a job!! .. Yea me a job =) with megan and juice Kayla and amber how cool.~!*

Anyways… well I guess I go to court tomorrow I think?!... crazy shit.. jordans not even gunna be there so that’s gunna be kinda weird. .. eh I think it will be better with out him ( Read more... )