i almost got a straightedge tattoo.

boy that woulda been dumb.

lol.

I am in Sacramento. Having an incredible time with YOU. You look good in soccer shorts. I wanna hold ur hand...

no one reads these things anymore anyways right? eh... life sucks sometimes. I gotta be honest. I hate how people piss and moan online but I gotta take a minute to just express how sometimes when it rains it pours. I want out of this city. out of my current circumstances...etc.

I will never understand the mentality of people on the internet and over text messaging. AS if by some miracle I will be able to accept the sladerous and untrue speculation of the peons who are so fickle and wavering in their own lives. I think its rather ironic. That someone coud have such bigger things going on in their life but they choose to ( Read more... )

So my entire life's circumstances have changed rather dramatically (although I'll admit I'm proud to say my reaction has not been dramatic) over the past 2 weeks. I am now single. Which is interesting, but there are bigger better things in store for me I am sure... School continues to keep me busy waging a war with my non-traumatic brain injury ( Read more... )

so hey there life... general update on my life:
22 almost 23. two bachelors degrees finished in may. now working on my masters of edu plus my multiple subject credential. good times. getting married.

I feel like I am losing you. the lack of response, 100 miles away... what the hell have I done?

I haven't updated this thing in forever. mainly because I hate the internet and have conveniently found a life outside the cyber world.

the end.

I've sat back and watched all you kids decimate any promise you've had in this life as real human beings capable of compassion and maturity, in hopes that my rooting for your success would bleed across the 100 mile gap between us. I'm writing this to say I've given up. After creating a new life for myself void of any real drama beyond you know... ( Read more... )

you lurk around for a while until you stumble across something that makes you want to put your fist through someone's face. You take a deep breath and take it for what its worth and then kick yourself for a cat like curiosity. Close the lid to the laptop, and lay down pretending all the while you saw nothing.