"I have long feared. That my sins would return to haunt me.....And the cost is more than I can bear."

Yes, here I am. Writing on Livejournal again. For the first time in almost year. Why? Well, life has pretty much been tipped upside down and shaken clean in that time. So I guess that I will start at the beginning ( Read more... )

SHUT UP. ALL OF YOU. SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP. YEAH, YOUR ALL SOOOO GROWN UP. YOU CAN BICKER AND BITCH ON TEH INT3RN3T!!! WOO FUCKING HOO. GET A LIFE. FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT PROJECT SUCH A GROWN UP IMAGE YOU BLOGGERS CAN CERTAINLY ACT LIKE YOUR 13 SOMETIMES. AND DONT BOTHER REPLYING DEFENDING YOURSELVES. I WONT DIGNIFY IT WITH A RESPONSE.

ITS DONE.

I keep on taking one step forward. Shortly followed by 3 steps back.....FUCK.

Life....
I dont know what you want from me....
But Im about to call you quits....
I dont know how much longer I can hang on...
I can feel the darkness catching up with me...

Dont squeeze anymore...I beg of you...

Valentine's day is just around the corner. Have you started your plans yet? I can honestly and thankfully say that I have. As a part of turning over my new leaf this year I have been actually planning ahead for these types of things which in turn is making me much more excited about them. I have already decided what I'm getting for my lovely and ( Read more... )

So I pretty much never update this thing. And I do mean never. However, I'm sitting at work and I'm bored out of my skull so I figured, what the hell. The holidays went pretty well. I spent Hannukah with Amanda and her family. She made me wear a funny hat and we all cleared our throats as some form of celebration. It was awesome, especially because ( Read more... )

Why do I always seem to do this to myself? Once again, my insecurities have gotten the better of me. I'm always so worried that one day she will wake up and realize that she can do better that I begin to worry and overanalyze when trouble comes along. It's silly really, because I know that isn't going to happen. Not saying that she couldn't do ( Read more... )

Never in my life have I had to deal with such utter stupidity. Grown men acting like 5 year olds in a sandbox. LET IT GO! ALL OF YOU! ITS RIDICULOUS AND CHILDISH AND FOOLISH!!! BE THE ADULTS YOU ALL CLAIM TO BE!!!!!

Maybe I should think about a change of scenery?

/rant

People suck. Whoever stole my wallet should burn.