So this afternoon I called Paul to talk to him. He seemed like he could tell I was upset last night on the phone because he was trying to do things to make something up to me. Like he was telling me he would send me more emails and then he said he would try to get AIM so we can chat every once in awhile on there. Then he just kind of brought up the ( Read more... )

Acutally, you know what I'm really not going to write about my day besides that tonight when I finally got a hold of Paul he has moved on found someone else. Even though he said he wasn't going to be looking. I guess I'm not that great of a person because I can't fathom the fact that we weren't good for eachother because gosh darn it we were almost ( Read more... )

I went on a date today with Jayme C-A-M-P-B-E-L-L, yea thats how you spell her name ( Read more... )

Everyone knows that I'm ten feet under 'till you come along, and brighten my day. Everyone knows that you kill the thunder. The roaring in my brain is giving me the strength to see right through the haze ( Read more... )

Hey well todayI pretty much spent my day cleaning! I'm so proud of myself. Everything looks really good. I love it when I do get my room clean and I have time to do so. I even vacuumed which I haven't done in awhile. My goal this year is to stay organized as much as possible. Next stop is cleaning my car. It needs to be cleaned out and vacuumed and ( Read more... )

What day is it, and in what month? This clock never seemed so alive. I can't keep up, and I can't back down I've been losing so much time, cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do , nothing to lose and it's you and me and all of the people and I dont know why I can't keep my eyes off of you ( Read more... )

Well, first off the weird thing is what I just found out. I guess my mom talked to the landlord because he stopped by today to pick up his key AND he told her that we never lost our lease. He said we never had a lease. We lost it like 3 months ago. So we have been still running with out it so that must mean that originally in the end Jim (the head ( Read more... )

Well, what is there to really say? Last night I went to the Hilary Duff concert with Briann. It acutally wasn't too bad. We had fun. We ended up screaming alot and pretty much lost our voices. Then I got home and my mom looked distressed so I asked her what was wrong and she told me that Country Kitchen had been closed down for good. So I started ( Read more... )

Hey everyone who reads my Live Journal which isn't very many people, I dont think. Hey thats okay ( Read more... )

So it is Saturday morning. I just said good bye to Ben because he is leaving back for school today. Then tonight is my last night with Paul before he leaves for school on Sunday. I wish I didn't have to work tomorrow because I want to be able to say good bye to him while he is leaving but I also don't want to cry. I know I will cry. Hopefully, I ( Read more... )