Some old poetry that is making a comeback in my life ( Read more... )

It's been a long time. I never have time. I'm in love. I won't admit to anyone else. I miss everything, but mostly the lake. I can't wait until I am 30. I'm an idiot for sticking with chemistry. I am horrible at it. I should teach com or music. I miss music. I am so lonely, almost depressed. I have to get out of my wallowing. Maybe a new outlook on ( Read more... )

It's not going well.. the whole chasing after a guy. Idk... maybe darrel's right. maybe im looking too much into something. though- what does he know? he just wants me. he thinks he's the shit and the reason he wants me most is because he can't have me. well. that sucks to be him because though he's funny and witty i can't stand him for more than a ( Read more... )

Though I just recently got out of a relationship, I'm feeling something I havn't felt in a long time. I know I shouldn't feel this way- and being only a week and a half- I should still have some sort of feelings for my ex. I don't know if Im kidding myself or if I am rebounding or if I really feel somthing, but he's sort of a historian, cute, built ( Read more... )

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It officially happened. Around four this morning my dad died. It took me an hour and a half to fall back asleep after getting the phone call. It's been a rough few weeks and I can say truthfully that I'm happy for my dad. I'll prob be leaving Marquette earlier than planned- and it might happen that I won't get to be a counselor... I just have to ( Read more... )

It seems as though everyone wants to gush their feelings out at me at the last possible moment. Doesn't anyone realize that I'm leaving in about 13 days? What's the point???!?!? But then there's little old me that is taking it all seriously and for some reason is trying to make things work.... we all know it's going to be a failure.. but I couldn't

Last day of school is..... today.. cuz it's 4:05 in the morning, and I'm pulling an all nighter. It's odd to watch my brain go from tired to just rolling right along. My dad's getting better and my grandmother is doing her "I feel fine.. so what's the deal???" :) .. but that's not really why I feel compelled to blog tonight/ morning. I feel this ( Read more... )

So.. my day has been very odd. It started with me trying to "dance around" and ended up with a complex relationship. Then after an hour of talking I get calls that my grandmother is in the hospitol for fluid in her lungs and what they think is cancer AND that my dad had a stroke. (minor -thank God) AS I stated before... not exactly the most normal ( Read more... )

I've noticed lately for various reasons, that lies are ever so easy. This entire entry is going to sound cliche and I know it. But, over the span of the past few weeks I've been noticing how much we as humans lie and how much they come back to haunt us. When it bites me it sucks, but noticing it bite others is undoubtly halarious! I'm not joking. ( Read more... )