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At what point in life do we stop caring what they answer to "how are you?" is?
where does the unfeeling, calousness replae heartfelt worry and kind gestures?
where does one go when rock-bottom seems like a step up?
how can you ask for something that no one is willing to give? -
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spinning spinning spinning out of control.
i crave control
Lord, help me -
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its the story of my life and i cannot tell anyone
i wish i could just make someone understand
these thoughts just run across my mind, leaving footprints, impressions for me to analyze and ponder until i cant think about anything else anymore.
why does this happen to me?
not that i would wish it on anyone else. -
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where do you go when you just want to scream
what place is truly safe?
at this time i am stressed. im ready for the next two weeks to be over so that i can have my friends back and we will all be in happier moods
but i cant let this get to me. not just yet. somehow, im gonna hold on -
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there are few things in life that make me as happy as watching The Little Mermaid but nothing is how it seems lately. i really wish that people never thought bad things about me, its those things that i remember the most.
today we discussed judging others. you should know i judge you. and you
but especially myself
im glad no one reads this -
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two days shy of one year without posting here. HA!
its really funny, i couldn't ever remember my username.
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excuse my french
and im sorry there hasnt been a post here in forever and a day but i have a xanga....and a blog....and im in europe so ALL of those things come first ( Read more... ) -
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its been 28 weeks since i last updated this thing. really, i only keep it to look at others......
but if you were wondering im still alive, just got back from a weekend trip to searcy and am currently being the best babysitter in the world to my 9 yr old and 15 mo old cousins who are sleeping -
lonely.....depressed...happy friggin new year
this is a whiney post. dont read it if you are going to complain about me whining, this is what blogs are for anyway...
im sick of being single. it pretty much blows. why o why.......probably because i whine
anyway, these are my resolutions
1. no cokes (or sodas)
2. no fries ( this should be interesting...i tend to enjoy my french fries...this may die ( Read more... )