Well all is well in my world. I haven't updated in a while but that's because I was very busy.

I so don't want school to start. But I am excited for football season. I get to perform this year so it will be something new for me.

Colorguard has been hard but it's slowly making more sense and getting easier!

I have never been so sorry in my whole life. I've never hated myself so much. I feel so unworthy. I deserve to suffer even though I'm so scared of pain, I need to get over that. No one deserves to go through what I put him through!

Well I'm at my mom's and having some fun....BUT I miss everyone soooo much. I'm so homesick...but not as bad as yesterday. I'll be home in two weeks....thank GOD! I miss my family and Jared way too much!

Well its off to mom's for a couple weeks...

Well I leave for my mom's on Wednesday. My flight is so freaking early. But my wonderful boyfriend is getting up early to go with me.

Jared is so wonderful. Since I'm leaving we've been spending a lot of time together. Tomorrow I think we are going swimming! WOOHOO! And then Tuesday is our day....I'm gonna miss him!

Well I got my hair cut today and I love it. I wasen't too crazy about the old one so I decided to get some... just a little cut off.

Well back to the gym for me. I've decided to start going back to the gym because I'm going to need to work out to look good in that infamous two piece.

But I am going to lay out some today so atleast I'll get a little sun. I hate not being tan!

Well a lot has gone on since I last updated. Let's see Friday was the official last day of school but I have to go tomorrow to take just 2 exams. It was kind of weird sleeping in and knowing I don't have to do anything today. But I'm sure it won't take me long to get used to that ( Read more... )

Nothing to interesting has been going on lately. I went to the aquarium yesterday and it was cool but not worth my WHOLE day and 65 dollars. Today was ok. I didn't want to go back to school but oh well. I'm happy Mrs. Brown is gonna be gone tomorrow cuz we don't have to do anything. WOOHOO.

Well lets see...this has been a crappy day. Not only was my day just bad. It's raining and storming so I can't see Jared, who I really need right now.....UGH!