three cups of coffee. a double shot of expresso. 108mg of concerta. 3mg xanax. 20mg sonata. four spliffs and three bowls. life is good.

so there i was in the supermarket and there was this guy in front of me. and he's standing there. so i says to him. i says to him. he's standing there. and get this. i says to the guy, i says to him. i says. i says. get this. i says to him. so i just googled foy thou in quotations and came across a website made by paul geller and it mentions our ( Read more... )

are you a junkie? you are. but nobody wants to be a junkie. why is life so unsatisfying without drugs? trying to fill the void of lonliness and unhappyness. love could fill that i suppose. and love is real. john lennon said that. i proposed to a girl last week. she said no. i didn't get depressed about it though like i imagined that i would. i ( Read more... )

it was my best friend's birthday today. he turned 23. for some reason that seems pretty old to me. i got him a pretty nice bubbler, he said it was one of the best presents he's ever recieved. i threw up tonight. i really hate it when i do. i feel like a burned out addict. i just took two tylenol pms, a sonata, and a zyprexa. it will be nice to get ( Read more... )

so i just finished my final exam for modern history of england. it was pretty easy, and i was the first one to finish. usually im the last. nonetheless, i think i did pretty good on it. so now i just have to study for my three finals that i have tomorrow and after that i am a free man. a college graduate. ho ho.

so i saw one of the most disturbing things the other day. i was walking down great russell st. near the british museum and a little girl who couldn't have been older than 8 or 9 came up to me begging for money for her mom. i didn't give her any money, as i am broke myself, and i was in a mild state of shock, and i thought what kind of parent sends ( Read more... )

so im really enjoying life right now. perhaps it's because i'm lifted, or that i finished my paper for class, but i really dig it. i'm also really excited about my band. the label is doing well. they just released our first lp. the website is www.kligmanacademy.com ...check it out.

i sit and wonder why i'm wasting time wondering why. life passes you by and leaves rings around your eyes. and you ask why i cry. precious little time. such precious little time.

so my last class of the day, which happens to be my favorite class, modern political thought, was cancelled today. i have about five weeks left in london. im starting to get pretty homesick, and im looking forward to coming home. if all goes as planned ill be living with my friend joel in the timbers. im pretty excited about that because we are ( Read more... )

you said i'd wake up dead drunk alone in the park. i called you a liar, but how right you were. air condition t.v. land twenty gram walk to the bank. the shakes from the night before. staring at the tiki floor. high school wedding ring keys are under the mat of all of the houses here, but not the motels. i try to sing it funny like beck, but it's ( Read more... )