"And when i'm lying in my bed,
I think about life and I think about death,
and neither one particularly appeals to me"

The Smiths, Nowhere fast

This tiny window has shown me scenes and battles that belittle the histories of Rome, and of Europe ( Read more... )

slipping into an abyss of stagnation and sloth. Tis truly the diligence of work and study that keeps ones mind from rolling into dangerously lethargic territory. "I want more free time," once you have it, you'll hate it. "I want to work more," once you do, you'll probably bash your head with a panini grill. What do I make of this skin that ( Read more... )

work
work is waste
work is haste
and a place i dread
work
work is taste
that is base
and unwanted
work
pains me then
and before
till im there again
work
not of my own
needed to own, things
work.

conventional methods for stopping mid day depression seem to be futile. The subject continues to have melancholic fits after 3rd period, continuing to and or through 4th period. This fit, often aided by the stimulation of a poetic and imaginative region of the brain, and when faced with others, a "snap back" occurs, which drops the subject into a ( Read more... )

I walked into an academy or school. It was huge, i was led in by someone. At first all was well, i spoke to the principal of sorts, we spoke of rickshaws. I walked upstairs to a small platform which over looked a very large room with the entire student population. An adult at the front of the room told everyone it was time to pray. Everyone kneeled ( Read more... )

tapping on glass ( Read more... )

Self destruction is path often used ( Read more... )

Amazing how quickly I've changed desires, how the undesirable becomes the desirable, how the avoided becomes the sought after ( Read more... )

tired of school, tired of work, just plain tired