and i disappear into her, disappear, disappear into her. it's not like disappearing into YOU; into you, it was psychic, it was soul, it was communion - but i've only known this one, this 'her' for 2 weeks. time will tell, and it scares me. i can walk away from anyone, i can walk away from nearly anything, because i know not what awaits me, but am ( Read more... )

Stoned immaculate, perhaps waiting for the Rapture ( Read more... )

The smallest of things, to keep me going. Overburdened with sadness, with hopelessness, with nostalgia for a lover's touch; the ONE person who could drag me out of my disconnect and ennui, told me she was moving back to HIM [there is ALWAYS another him] within a week. It crushed my spirit, it crushed my heart; the tendrils of Hope [and even, dare i ( Read more... )

There have been numerous studies done, showing that ( Read more... )

My heart is exploding with the Sun, and words are running through my fingers ( Read more... )

'Now, if you have children, if you have children or if you plan on having kids, let your kids know that you love them, more than anything in the whole wide world, more than anything in the whole wide world. No matter who they are, what they look like, what they do, no matter what kind of rock 'n roll they listen to or if they wear tattoes, let your ( Read more... )

I'm getting 'better,' slowly, but surely. Granted, I HATE the work that I am doing - Buddha's admonitions about right livelihood reverberate through my head on a daily basis, and i know, within my heart of hearts, what i feel about the terribly destructive things that humanity's voracious appetite for consumption is doing to the planet as a whole. ( Read more... )

the last time Around when i was here ( Read more... )

...As Bombs With Beating Hearts ( Read more... )

Babbling to blank spaces, because there is nothing else to do, there is no one else to talk to, because I can't formulate words (to come out of my mouth, only out of fingertips) to save my life. I've started dreaming, very, very tentatively, about two (three?) things ( Read more... )