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[hug__athon]

Just a few weeks until her 44th birthday. I hope it is the best birthday ever. Without pain, or worry

Comments

[its_raining_jen]

*hug* If it makes any difference, I always read your entries and I never get tired of reading what you have to say or how you feel.

[lizzybethh]

I know exactly how you feel. after my mom passed, i would walk into her room and cry in her bed, go through her clothes, try and find her scent. when i returned to school, i got really upset during class and called my house phone. my stepdad didn't answer and i listened to my mom's voice on the answering machine and started crying hysterically. i felt like i was listening to a ghost. even though i still feel so much grief almost 2 years later, nothing compares to the overwhelming grief you go through after just loosing your mother. i hate saying it, but all you can do is be patient, and know that even though your mom is dead, you are still living even though it doesnt feel like you are. things will change, i promise. *hugs*

[hug__athon]

My father left my mothers answering machine message on her old cell phone, just so we can listen to it when we need to hear her. I watched my old baby tapes just to hear her say my name over and over. it hurts, but it feels so good to hear her voice. I am afraid I'll forget it, you know?