haven't made a entry in this thing for quite awhile been busy and lazy hah. while i enjoy this journal i belive this will be my last entry i am moveing at the end of the month and i no longer have the luxury of a computer and i am not quite sure how often i will be around one. for anyone i know who reads this or if i don't know u and u care to meet ( Read more... )

i really need to change my icon i look retarted as hell this picture dosen't quite go with my entries.

a week ago some things seem to fall into place he is doing better then i thought, then there is the rest of my week. lets see i felt like shit all week long until superbowl sunday. someone at work got laid off. i may very well be next, and a plenty of other bullshit compounded during the week a shit storm i do not want to be in, one that i will ( Read more... )

im so happy, i'm always searching for answers to questions but with every answer brings even more questions compunding onto itself. yet over the weekend i came across something that answered one of the more critical questions. it relifed me to see that a decisicion had been made the right direction had been taken, it gives me a more solice peace ( Read more... )

went out on friday and chilled not much to do played some holdum. Saturday chilled at home till about 5:30 got picked up by my boy bj driveing his dads good f-250 super duty. going to canada to celebrate a freinds 19th birthday. rolling with about a 20 deep crew. took the tunnel had a hard time looking for parking for a minute the alarm at the ( Read more... )

went to a party at my boys house good shit 1/4 barrel of labat's and a 1/2 barrel of bud light not to mention a variety of liquor that could match any bar. i think at one point there was over 50 people there at least u couldn't even shoot pool the basement was so packed people up stairs and outside i felt like a running back trying to break through ( Read more... )

i did not intend on dinner to be depressing but given the circumstances at hand it needed to be discussed all in best interest unsettling or not. despite all that i had a great time and i'm sure it helped anyways. dodging that cop was funny as hell too. ah shit better stop sitting on my ass and get some work done peace

tired so i went to sleep early last night. was haveing this really weird dream then i all of a sudden woke up. i was wet i actully stoped and said uh-oh this ain't good. nope not sticky hhhmmm wait my whole bed is wet my sheets are soaked all god damn it my bed is leaking. one of my dickhead brothers must have put a hole in the damn thing. needless ( Read more... )

worked till 3 on wensday then i got to stay home and babysit the kids instead of going hunting with my dad damn it all to hell. what do u know about thanksgiving dinner at denny's (sigh) i could have had a full meal not to mention deep fried turkey damn i'm getting hungry. worked friday till 5 went out then decided that my other brother home from ( Read more... )

sat on my lazy ass friday and watched windtalkers went to work on sat got some grub at jet's took a nap went over to my boy's supposed party more like only a couple of people what a bunch of shit ( Read more... )