I managed to keep very busy lately, which is a great thing, was visting friend in leeds couple weeks ago, and despite some annying slightly upsetting news the week seemed to turn around for the better, lots of comforting hugs and reassurances, and pleasent shopping trip, and end day chilling out with DVD ( Read more... )

Just be yourself ( Read more... )

think of something nice, and just smile :-D

well been very busy and still lots on the cards to come, febuary is already overloaded with plans and things to do, i quite shocked to be honest, already trying to sort things for march hopefully ( Read more... )

well i managed to maintain the motivations, been dragging myself out more even if just to go cinema, seen Day the earth stood still, twilight and Yes Man so far, yes man was especially funny heehee... plan to watch underworld 3 soon, not sure when i will get round to it but i definately will..... not familiar with lot others that in cinema ( Read more... )

such a strange day..... yesterday i looked in the mirrior and was horrified at what i saw, it made me feel down depressed and downright crap ( Read more... )

I went to bed last night feeling like crap, and woke up this morning feeling great.... no logical reason, perhaps i had a good dream that i dont remeber i dont know, but i not complaining ( Read more... )

Well... the new year is finally here ( Read more... )

just a brief apology to anyone i may of spoken too last night, i kind of had a brief lapse into a dark place...

altho i feel much stronger these days, and things like that dont happen very often, they is still a part of me thats lays somewhat buried away, i can only thank friends for there encoragment and support

*hugs to all*

Well what is there to say? thankfully i think most of its positive, tho my head still drifts between both the good and the bad, i kinda need somebody to give me a good slap as i had a few days where i have just felt sorry for myself, sometimes the lonelyness gets to me ( Read more... )