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I feel like my life is a big mess that I'm never going to get out of because I intentionally keep fucking my own shit up.
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Wallowing in delusion
Trying to draw conclusions
While dealing with this disillusion
I thought things might be different some day
But I still feel like there's nothing I can say
To change things, to make me stop feeling this way
I used to look for myself in pieces of songs
But it seems like I got it all wrong
Worse part is, I knew it all along
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Alone. Misunderstood. Pathetic. Fake. When will this end? I think about it more and more every day.
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Blackhole Sun
I need my days to get brighter. -
today
I cried my first tears of joy, EVER. I thought it was worth recording, especially because I didn't think it was possible. And the best thing about my happiness is that it is real. I know that things will never be...never be anything, not if I don't want them to be. I love my family, I love my friends, and they love me. I feel so safe, it ( Read more... ) -
Sullen Girl
I won't apologize for who I am because I refuse to lie to myself or anyone else. I am unsympathetic to all bullshit, even my own. I try to see things for what they are, but I constantly fight with myself because I keep hoping that things aren't as shitty as them to be. My perception of reality has been invaded by trivial external factors, but ( Read more... ) -
MIranda
We all make kitties from batter. While all the commotions, I spoke to magic Jesus. He told me he was my wake and live. Like honesty, when it comes to this crucial band or freaks, flourishing is what we are genetically coded specifically. Why would we go against a system that was implemented by God in the first place! Why do we have to insult God by ( Read more... ) -
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So here I am alone...all alone. I haven't felt this vulnerable in a really long time. I really didn't want to break, but everyone has to at one point or another... I"m dissatisfied with everything...with myself. I don't know, I just don't know, and I'm so good at pretending that I do. -
The Way Things Are
Shit is so fucked up and twisted, but it is what it is, right? How can I understand life and people and not be compeletely disgusted? I'm such a mess right now, and I have lost control of everything. So what do I do? Lie, lie, lie...the only thing is that I can't lie to myself.