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[hugmasterflex]

so yea. i think god is out to get me. first my sister loses half her fuckin iq... i get sick for a week... then chris' brother pass' away. wtf man bad shit is all fuckin around me. startin to piss me off. i wanna break from this shit. hav som happy memorys ya kno. be cured, get a gf, hav every1 in my family calm the fuck down wit everything. idk.

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[youngcorruption]

im glad you have someone who makes you smile.

i don't think god is out to get you. then again i don't think there is a god. but if there is, there's no reason he should be out to get you... everything happens for a reason, even if we don't know what those reasons are. i'm no one to be giving you advice, so i'm not going to try and say anything like i know what you feel. because i don't in the slightest. but you have people who care about you and you can trust. if you n eed to talk to someone, i'm here, as is everyone else that cares about you. you're not alone, you haven't lost your good looks, and we all love you and can try to help you with anything.

[tu_hey_suess]

There's no sense in trying to lie to make things sound good. So here's my version of reality, you're right. People are selfish by nature, things don't usually have happy resolutions, anndd life does tend to be shit. But either way, you, along with everyone else, are going to continue trying to be a better person, and kind, but because it makes you feel good. And because even if god may not recognize it, the people around you do, and they'll remember it until they can one day return the favor

[hugmasterflex]

goddamn u and ur damn logic. i was perfectly happy being upset and u had to ruin it.

but yea ur rite. and honestly.. if we wernt selfish how would we survive ya kno? but then again thats only to a point

[tu_hey_suess]

haha sorry i had to ruin your sadness. but yeah i dunno, i came to the realization that it just makes no sense to dwell on dreams because it only makes you depressed when things aren't that way. once you step back and look at life and realize how much room there actually is for change plus how much more we still have to live...it kind of slaps you back to reality.

and very true. i mean...if we weren't selfish...what would i be eating everyday? sure as hell not fuckin corn or some shit. hah i kid i kid, i get wat u mean, basic survival of the fittest. people are only capable of caring about others to a certain point. because in essence, everyone is alone in their living...you live your life and no one else can join you in that. it's physically impossible. theres no shame in surviving.

[hugmasterflex]

i wish i had ur vocab. itd make it easyer to explain wat im tryin to say. but u already did so its all good.

ur very understanding. deffinitly should pursue som job type thing that requires those skills. or not w/e makes u happy.