reading through my old journal...came across this entry from May 2006 ( Read more... )

i wouldn't even know where to start..who is still here and reading my journal if i ever write in it. its been so long...but i think it might be helpful ( Read more... )

Wow, I havent done this in a really long time. Maybe I should. I think I am to busy now, but I might come back to it in a few hours.

a lot (or..hmm..maybe all) or my past romantic relationships have involved drama. lots of it..sometimes created by me, sometimes created by life (and probably aggrevated by me). I have been plauged with self doubt...neediness and clinginess, need for constant approval and and affirmation. i share my secrets. i call too much (like...more than i ( Read more... )

so i promised a long update. and then things got crazy. worst. week. ever. not really, but worst in a while, with my newfound sanity being threatened by pms, lack of sleep due to loud roommate, lack of boyfriend due to midterms, lack of heat due to loser punk ass landlord. also, we had a lot of house drama this week. inspector came, served notices ( Read more... )

I've taken a long hiatus from livejournal. I might be back. the plan was a really long entry right now, but its work time. maybe tonight.

yes ( Read more... )

My room is a beautiful shade of green. And it has 3 windows and is on the second floor, which means that wind blows through it wonderfully. I sit on my bed and just enjoy th ebreeze while relaxing after work. At night, the view down th estret out my window, with it's old row houses and big trees and bright streetlights, looks like something out of ( Read more... )

And as far as Plan B.... (of course I have 2 cents on this one..)

harm reduction is a lot easier than behavior change...

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