omg this kid! CHI!!! he makes me so mad. we were talking on da computer and we were getting along so great. he even said i love you to mee. but then it all changed. he was being such an asshole to me. god i cant talk to him anymore. its like he's changed so much and i hate it. i love him so much, i know he loves me, but why does he treat me ( Read more... )

hey i jus woke up, i had the weirdest dream. ur gonna laugh! hehe. but anyway ill tell you about it..okay me and kelly were staying at my beach house, we went to this lil store and we were looking at the earings, a pair started talking to us, it was joe, he said he bought um and he turned into earings that this really scary guy owned. so kelly ( Read more... )

omg! i'm gonna shoot! okay i hate jeremy and chi. jeremy is being the biggest asshole! and chi on the other hand. omg. where do i begin. okay i wasnt by the computer and he called me a slutty whore. i cant take it anymore. its just like i'm there for him to take his anger out on. i sware, and the bad thing is, is that i still love him. ( Read more... )

hey hey. i havent wrote in here in a while. mee and jeremy talked on the phone for 5 hours last night. he asked mee out and i said yes! i'm happy : ) he's such a sweet heart to mee. sometimez it's too sweet cause i never had this before! he wants mee to go to seaside wif him on wednesday and sleep in a hotel wif him. it would be fun! ( Read more... )

omg. i just watched making the band. i was in tearz. they are all so gorgeous. ashley was wearing his dragon shirt again, that was the shirt he was in when i saw him. when jake and his friend played that song i cried. and at the end when ashley sang shelli the song he wrote her, and they were showing all the moments they had together i was ( Read more... )

ouchy! i'm sooo burnt! me and kelly went to mt grandmas yesterday and we were in the pool for like 6 hourz. we both got really burnt. then after that we went to the mall and we were checking out all da hottiez and kell bought justin a neclace. they are going back out now. duhh last night 3 guyz wanted mee to call them...omg! it was bad.i got ( Read more... )

hey. wow, i talked to chi last night on da phone. he's sooo cute and i love him. when i got off the phone wif him last night he said "i love you dork" i wuz sooo happy. i wanna go out wif him but he said it's just not gonna work out right now because of the distance. when i got off the phone wif him i wrote 3 pages in this book thingy about ( Read more... )

hey hey. i'm sooo happy my pool iz open!! i'm going swimming today. i went to work wif mua mom yesterday. it was crazy. we had to clean 6 houses. ewwey, my sunburn is peeling. it's sooo gross. jeremy left mee a message last night. i was happy cause i havent talked to him in a few dayz. i'm going to muaa grandma's house on tuesday and she's ( Read more... )

hey hey. ouchy! im in a lotta pain. today i went to the orthodontist to get my braces tightened. ouch they are so tight. my sun burn is killing mee too. its getting a lil better on my legs but on my back and sholders its horribble. i also have it on my feet and it hurts to walk. i talked to jeremy today, hes so sweet. right now im just ( Read more... )

im sooo sleepy. don just woke me up, he cumz upstairz n sitz on mee, and i have sun burn! it hurt really bad. but anywayz i went to da beach yesterday, it was fun. the beach is sooo pretty! i talked to jeremy last night but i told him to call mee back and when he did i wuz already asleep : ( i miss him. i went out to dinner last night and saw ( Read more... )