For those of you who still read this, know what i mean, and/or care:

I'm officially out of the club.

call if you want details

remind me not to come home next summer....
and to get new friends
thankx

ps i'm home. call me.

Haven't updated in awhile, but had an urge. Things have been weird lately... just everything's kinda turned upside down. I was sick for awhile... and then pledging... and then who even knows. I went awhile without seeing some of my best friends on campus and it made life weird. But things are starting to come back together. And there's only a ( Read more... )

I haven't been so well lately. There's been a certain thing on my mind. Apparently down the line, I hurt someone who was very close to me. I'm not sure of all the details, but I can guess at a lot of them. She hasn't talked to me since about October and I don't really know what to do. I've tried to move on, tried to ignore it, but it's stayed with ( Read more... )

So, here goes ( Read more... )

1 MINUTE AGO: on the phone with my mom ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in awhile and I've had a bunch on my mind... but I'm just gonna stay on topic, hopefully ( Read more... )

Well, it's 2:51 am on the day before I leave for college. I'm not quite sure why I can't sleep, but I just can't. I'm going to assume that it has something to do with the fact that when I wake up I have to put everything together and face the facts that I'm leaving. You would think as would I that because almost all of my really good friends have ( Read more... )

closure is fantastic. just knowing that everything is over and you can move on is such a great weight lifted. i'm probably the happiest now i've been in awhile.

it's really weird how it all works out.

and yet somehow i always knew it'd work itself out, i guess i just had to have a little more faith.

well, that's it. it's over. i've thrown in the towel.

after almost 3 years, i can officially say i have to be done. it's not even really a choice. and it's probably going to be one of the hardest things i'll do.

i'm moving on.