It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ( Read more... )

i dont know what has come over me. i feel so stressed and worried about absolutely nothing right now. It's such a wierd feeling.

Take time to realize ( Read more... )

i don t need him. i'm better off without him. he was no good or me. and im glad that i finally realized it.

dont speak to me ever again. thanks. good bye.. and yes this time its forever

ive given up.

far far there's this litte girl, she's praying for something to happen to her...
every night she hears beautiful strange music...

 i miss london, so so so bad!

i am so over it. i want to quit so bad.

so i turn  21 in 8 days.

i dont know how i got here. but i dont like it. its too much to handle and now i just feel depressed. i dont know how this will turn out or if it will.  its a touchy subject and i dont see how it will be fixed. i just have to pick and choose now between 2 of the biggest things in my life. and it fucking sucks that i have to go through this ( Read more... )