so. i may have taken it a little too far. i dont know if this was the right decision.

what have u got to lose?
um A LOT.
...i think.

is it worth it? i HOPE so

again. there is no more fight in me.

seriously, im SO effing pissed

and soooo it begins...

i am not sure how i feel about this. should i be sad or happy. well i am both, believe it or not.

... yup im still lost though

i really cant go through all this again...

im a mess.

I can't keep doing this. It just gets harder and harder. Its funny how things turn out huh? One minute everything is just fine and the next thing u know your whole world is turned around. I can't keep up. Its getting to be too much.

''Why are we here, where do we go, and how come its so
hard?'' -jack Johnson

seriously, what is wrong with me? why do i do these things? seriously!!!

have u ever felt just utterly and completely lost?