after two months of no posts, i'm not even sure if anyone reads this anymore. oh well i guess, i'll do it for my own well being. soooo much has happened! all these damn holidays for starters. mine were good. it was the usual family drama packed holiday but i'm learning to cope. it still bothers me nonetheless. i just don't understand how ( Read more... )

i must say this year i have been able to experience life to the fullest. so my school work has slacked a little for it but i've grown even more as a person. everyone knows the stupid remarks i make as college being "the school of life" but this past month has pushed me more intellecutally, emotionally, and phsyically than any other time in my ( Read more... )

so after being bitched at because i haven't updated in umpteen weeks, i figure while i have the moment i'd take the opportunity. so what's news in amanda's life? in case you haven't heard by some act of god, i made secretary of OPA and i'm very excited. our v.p. keeps letting us down but we're learning to deal with that. she's off in vegas ( Read more... )

i hate reminders.

so i actually haven't eaten one yet but i'm excited because they sound hella good. that makes me happy on the inside ( Read more... )

i'm offically in omega phi alpha, a service sorority. yes moi, in a sorority and i can't deny the fact that i'm excited. this means that i must get myself organized and fast. i haven't been studying every night like i'm supposed to. hopefully with this new addition it will get me in the mood to do so. i've already nominated myself for ( Read more... )

i thought today i was doing better than i was, but that doesn't seem to be the case right now. i'm so friggin frustrated. i was hoping my thoughts changed as well but no, not at all. i can't sit back anymore and watch this. i can't sit here every night and pretend. i can't listen to "what's wrong with me" from someone else when all i think is ( Read more... )

praying that everything happens for a reason. it's my only sanity that's left.

my parents are finally back home. our parish is still without power and will be for the next 3 weeks most likely but they bought a generator and 2 a.c. units so they're actually quite content. i make sure to call them everyday to make sure they're ok and aren't killing each other. my mom's a little bored since she won't be back at work for a few ( Read more... )

i have some time before organic so i figured why not do a little update just for the hell of it. my house is fine in abita. we haven't been back yet but the neighbor's son behind me took a look and said it didn't seem to have any damage, maybe some minor roof damage if anything. i have to say that's nothing compared to others and i'm fortunate ( Read more... )