im in oregon.  and i miss everything.  and everyone.

its like being in rehab.  only theres no doctors and therapists here.  just me.

maybe we cant be friends. those are words that i want to choke on before they come out of my own mouth and i hear them outloud. but there are such blurred lines that even i cant find them anymore. and i was always the one with a clear and rational mind. we depended on me to be the cool headed one with all the perception.

now im finding myself in ( Read more... )

i can only go day by day. every morning i wipe the slate clean and start again. and sure enough, but the end of the night, its full of shit that pisses me off. but by morning, its all gone ( Read more... )

i thought your body could have a lot bigger effect on your mind, but now i think its different ( Read more... )

"the most important thing youll ever learn in life, is who you are. not love, success, or even being a parent. but exactly what it is that is inside of you right now. everything that doesnt make any sense and doesnt seem to be getting you anyywhere, will one day become the best lesson and the only lesson youll ever need to know. now im not ( Read more... )

im beginning to wish that 2006 never happened. id forget all the good things if it meant that the past three months never happened ( Read more... )

i hope i have a daughter and shes just like me, and i will play her this song.  let me get a HELL YEA from all the other rebel childs!!!

Rebel Child-
gretchen wilson

Rebel Child, won’t you heed my warning…
One of these days the rain will come pouring
Some of those sunshine blue, sky mornings…might just turn to gray

I understand, why you do the things ( Read more... )

i want to TALK but you wont ask me whats wrong ( Read more... )

you think you know exactly what youre doing, or you think you are completely comfortable not knowing anything at all ( Read more... )

tonight i drove around for nearly an hour listening to a mix i made to describe what ive been feeling these past few days. and gas is nearly $3 a gallon ( Read more... )