it didn't. great. night. x

nono please say that last entry fucking saved

god DAMN IT. i even thought in the CAR ON THE WAY HOME something i needed to write down in here and its just GONE. :( baaah ( Read more... )

at updating cos i don't come on so much anymoooore. which can only be a good thing really but yknow. erm ( Read more... )

broken every bone for you ( Read more... )

i dont know..what im doing, really. im sat here, at ten to ten, writing in here. but i haven't had any tea, i have a shit load of work i should be doing, i have another bruise on my arm, i still don't know if rob's coming at the weekend, or if he's coming to jew. even if he does come to jew im wondering if it'll be better or worse. i dont want it ( Read more... )

maybe if i make the pancake mix and stuff and do the washing up and tidy the front room and.....she wont be so mad at me :S ( Read more... )

"don't call me foolish cos i'm not....just be the lover when i want.....if you hate me, it's not all my fault, i swear ( Read more... )

this thing this thing this FUCKING THING why wont it go just go AWAY and leave me in peace for just one FRAGMENT of a SECOND of my IRRECLAIMABLE LIFE. all i want ITS ALL I WANT. *how many times is it going to take before someone around you hears what you say* i dont know i DONT KNOW and never will because this thing that PRESIDES over me and will ( Read more... )