i feel sick

these shins are cracked and splintered
these lips are crusted shut
these squinting eyes just sting me
these veins are drying me up

all my limbs
they're just tools
we're all stilted vechiles
these joints rust
these pores leak
time gets selfish
time is SPEED

the sweetest dreams... have murdered me.

sober you up ( Read more... )

erm this is getting slightly ridiculous. yesterday i kept writing stuff in here and just as i got to the end of each fairly long passage the computer froze and i had to restart. this happened about 4 or 5 times. just now i re-typed a whole load of it, taking half an hour, clicked on a different song, it froze again, had to restart. so now i have no ( Read more... )

ok so i just wrote this massive massive thing about today and its gone. just gone ( Read more... )

i am so mad. so so fucking angry.

like, not violently angry but really, really angry. i have all this hate and it has nowhere to go. i can't even say what i want to say but im still not sure why cos nothing really matters anymore? i guess "FUCK.YOU." would be a good start ( Read more... )

i think the word 'neglect' comes to mind ( Read more... )

here you are sir :p ( Read more... )

this sucks i'm at school. most people are dressed as weird stuff. someone came as ali g. heh. theirs is really cool. someone in our class came as leia, shes so sweet heh. another misunderstood person. im glad she came as that :D ( Read more... )

(there is only tonight and the light that bleeds from your heart makes me want to try and start again)

it's been so long since i've been by myself and i need this more than you will ever know / people like you and me never feel the breeze / people like you and me will never know the easy way / i scream into the wind and laugh as the words slap me ( Read more... )