I can't wait for summer to be here, and I dread its arrival at the same time. I'm afraid: what if you don't like me when we meet? What if I'm a disappointment? I can't lose you; you're my best friend
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I don't know whether to laugh or cry. Firstly.. What makes me think I don't need you as you need me? Who says I'm not as screwed up as you, not as desperately wishing and self-manipulating?
I love Marieke. I love her jokes, I love her intelligence, her thoughtfulness.. And I know that's you inside. Because you cannot pretend to be intelligent (and if you do, that's pretty impressive on its own - surely then that's something to love, teh.) I know you. I love you. And I know you say you're different, you're closed, but.. That doesn't matter. I'm nervous as hell for this summer, but I still can't wait. Even though there will be awkward times of silence, that's not something that ruins the whole experience. It's natural, you know. So be scared about that if you want to, but I know it will only be temporary until we can talk and laugh like normal people. Well.. Maybe not normal people. But like us people
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Firstly.. What makes me think I don't need you as you need me? Who says I'm not as screwed up as you, not as desperately wishing and self-manipulating?
I love Marieke. I love her jokes, I love her intelligence, her thoughtfulness.. And I know that's you inside. Because you cannot pretend to be intelligent (and if you do, that's pretty impressive on its own - surely then that's something to love, teh.)
I know you. I love you. And I know you say you're different, you're closed, but.. That doesn't matter. I'm nervous as hell for this summer, but I still can't wait. Even though there will be awkward times of silence, that's not something that ruins the whole experience. It's natural, you know. So be scared about that if you want to, but I know it will only be temporary until we can talk and laugh like normal people. Well.. Maybe not normal people. But like us people ( ... )
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