unprepaired.
i need money

i need love ( Read more... )

i should not be jealous of pregnant women.

STICKING TO MY RESOLUTIONS NO MATTER HOW DRUNK I AM.
(wish me luck)

“a true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. but to live with a soul mate forever? nah. too painful. soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. a soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ( Read more... )

It's funny. I'm happy.
Coffee, whiskey, cigarettes, late nights, some food, foreign films, and ridiculous amounts of sunshine.
A little bit of hopelessness.
A little bit of desperation.
A lot of passion.
A lot of creativity.
Quite a bit of frustration.
People are often stronger and more determined than we give them credit for.
Blank stares.

Time goes slowly.
Can't complain.
You shouldn't ask questions you don't want the answer to.
I don't want to lie.
This transition is killing me.
I don't think I want to go camping with you this weekend.
And no, its not that I just don't want to have sex with you,
I don't want to have sex with anyone.
Leave me a lone.
Time to hermit.

I wish I could deal with aloof people. I guess that statement is wrong ( Read more... )

i guess in all honesty i know.
its because of the bruises on my arms,
and the bruises on my hip bone.
its because of the guilt
and the desire and
how i hate myself right now.

Its the weirdest sensation with the two of us being in the same house, not talking, not sharing a room. You on your computer downstairs and I on mine upstairs. I cant put my arms around you, let alone say hello.